Saturday, November 14, 2009

While tripping on daisies
In the pouring rain
Thunder and Flashing light
I saw the place
Where the glorious white moon
Which guarded the resting place
Of my ancestors by night
Used to be
And
There
In the darkened glen
Where the remains
Of my disemboweled compassion
Lay in ruins
A vine of thorns
Entangled my feet
Dragging me
Into
Oblivion
 
Too darkly
delicious
to
give in
to age
quietly broken
but
rather
go screamingly
old
and
may haps
not
so gracefully
bent
The Voice of Angels
Singing
Praises
And
Glory
And
Honor
And
I will never
Love her
I did
I love another
I think
She does
Likewise
We never talk
We both
Have memories
Of
Laughter
And
Singing
Along with the
Car radio
Loudly
And
Off key
And
Being intoxicated
By
Being ourselves
And
Old photographs
Are enough

 

The last
Flicker
Of the
Dying ember 
Faded
Into the
Blackened
Charred
Necrotic
Karma
That was
The only
Reminder
Of the
Exhilarating
Chaotic
Whirlwind
Of the
Anarchy
Which
Passed
For peace
In his
Life
 

The Ghost of Love
Distant past
Spoke to me
Over the distance
Making my
Soul smile
Making my
Hands tremble
Making my
Heart happy
And
Four hundred pound women
Sing opera
At
Birthday parties

The beggar
Dreams
Of nickels
And
Of dimes
And
Of quarters
And
In his
Drunken stupor
Of
The Angels
Singing in
Liquid choruses
Killing him
 
Still
And
Silent
Surrounded
By
White painted
Wood houses
With
White painted
Wood columns
As a
White mother
Wearing a
White cotton
Dress
Pushes her
White child
In a
White stroller
And a
White cat
Stalks a
Gray bird
And eats
It
For
Lunch
 
 
 
stick the poisoned lips
link venoms
we do only one
Only
only me
done you fevers and desires
in soot
one drowns
only you
only me
within the fire
Within the love
within the death
within the anarchy
of bodies
seek the day
Smoldering embers 
Wanting only
To burn
To wreak
The havoc
And chaos
That can only bring
Peace
And
Every blow
For
The Kill
 
Out where
The earth turns
To salt
Are the bones
Of a
Man
Bleached white by
The sun
Was he
Murdered
In cold blood
Or
Did he
Die
From thirst
It doesn't matter
The vultures
Picked
His bones clean
And he is still
Dead
 
 
 
Once there was
A man
Who loved with
Everything
But his heart
And
There was room
For Her and
Her God
Who is Beloved
By All
And
Despised by the
Masses
Because
He just
Was

 

on a distant shore
where once time
almost stood still
for one night
an eternal bond
was
forged
and
melded
and
smiles
that will never be forgotten
yet
there remains a soul
depraved
and
deprived
and
darkened
looming on the verge
of insurmountable sadness and pain
from scars
and
broken bones
yet
through the
depravity
and
deprivation
and
darkening
on that distant shore
where once time
almost stood still
for one night
the eternal bond
is 
forging
and
melding
and
smiling
and 
not forgotten
My eyes close
To the abyss
Where the colors
Of
Hope and Dismay
Of
Aqua and Blue
Of
Life and Death
Of
Red and Yellow
Swirl
And find
My peace
And Live
For
One more day
I saw my reflection
In the window pane
With one of the
Great storytellers of old
Words
Still echoing
Through the smoke
Of how
It
Used to be
Way back in
Yesteryear
We must all
Tell our
Reminiscences
Before we die
So someone else
Can see their own
Reflection
In the window pane
With one of the
Great storytellers of old
Words
Still echoing
Through the smoke
Of how
It
Used to be
Way back in
Yesteryear

I sat in
The dark
Waiting
For the light
That never comes
As clouds of sorrow
Covered the sun
Held captive
By self imposed bonds
I walked
A solitary path

Championing myself

Unbelieving
There was something
More
Stubbornly
Refusing to admit
To needing
Or
Even wanting
Then quietly
In the dark depths
Where no mortals walk
A voice compelled
Commanded
Softly summoning
And I crawled
Into the black abyss
Grateful
For shelter

I dream

A hayfield
And
A forest
Beyond
The fence
By
The clay road
Where
The ’55 Chevy
And
Nothing moves
Except the
Constellations
And
The white
Full moon
 

I close my
Eyes
To a deep
Ocean
Without sand
And
Only coral
And
Yellow
And
Purple
And
Blue
And
I could
Breathe
Forever

He affectionately
Carries
The anger
Of
His Anarchy
In
Grandiose proportions
On
His indeterminate
Yet
Afflicted Gait
Without
Yield

Enchantment of

Illusion
All delusions
Left behind
Lightning bolts
Or just more static
Thunders
Through my
Mind
Can’t get the
Signals
Even
On scan
Is this
Insanity
Or
Madness
Or
Confusion
Or
My worst
Fear
A
Common
Average
Ordinary
Typical
Man


Disappearing shadows
As the sun
Escapes
From
The whore
Reckless bum
Deceitful traitor
Of men
That lulls
Us to sleep
So we don’t
Know
It’s passing
As the
Sun
Escapes
From
Dark gypsy eyes
smooth as silk
lips and words
one inhales
ones breath escapes
dark on dark
filling the night
King and Queen
God and Goddess
joined
by
fire
and
blood
and
death
and
life
and
mortal dust
unaware
sleeps on
Bolts of Lightning
Hot as
Melted Steel
Roaring their anger
Painfully
Pushing and pulling
And
Probing
Our hands touching
Chaos waiting
We
Smile

Disappearing shadows
As the sun
Escapes
From
The whore
Reckless bum
Deceitful traitor
Of men
That lulls
Us to sleep
So we don’t
Know
It’s passing
As the
Sun
Escapes
From